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i'm malice
uncomfortable
im scared
despise
my shell
my body
my everything

carefully
restrained
i carve
my thoughts
on my skin
every drop
of my fluid
warms me

it flows
its beautiful
it gives me
...nothing

but you
make me
feel a
little hope
for something
beautiful to
happen...

but my inner confusions
sends me back to the circle
to my daily habits

oh, i wish you were here
oh, i wish you were here
oh, i wish you were here
to whisper my name

between these four walls
only drugs
only alcohol
only you
calm me down

beat down the walls for me
come to me
and save me
from everything
and nothing
pull me out of the circle
but dont let me ruin you...